Wow. Hey. Haven’t been here in a while. I kind of miss doing writing things in here, but I never really seem to have anything to say. How lame is that? It’s been 3 months and I haven’t really done anything worth talking about. I suck. I need to get out and do something new, or fun, or even both. I wish I had more money for things. There are so many things I’d like to buy or do but can’t afford it. Giant Eagle doesn’t pay enough. I guess getting a new job might help, but I’m not motivated enough to do that. Going back to school is also an option, I have to get a big boy job soon right? But who really wants to do that? I’m waaaaay too content with this boring, stuck in a rut, no change kind of life that I’m living. I hate my situation, but I’m unwilling to change it. Not really sure what to do about that. It’s kind of a shitty predicament to be in I suppose. Something needs to come along and change my outlook on everything. I know I’m never going to get anywhere doing what I’m doing, but I’m afraid of change. I need to force myself to do something. Bah. Growing up sucks.
So much I want to do coming up in the next few months. I got road trips I want to take, event tickets I want to buy, and I guess most important, bills to pay. I need to start setting financial goals for myself and start saving so I can do these things. I’m 24 and working paycheck to paycheck. That’s not right. Somethings got to give, and unfortunately like it or not, it’s probably going to be me.
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